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🙏 “The Mission Was Mine All Along” -When the Healing is the Love Story!

 


🙏 “The Mission Was Mine All Along” -When the Healing is the Love Story!

By Trixie Unfiltered

There was a moment—quiet, late at night—when I sat with my heart wide open and whispered,
“God… what if love isn’t coming the way I imagined?”

And instead of the usual flood of panic or loneliness, something else came rushing in:

Peace.
Purpose.
Power.

Because maybe—just maybe-this whole time, I’ve been looking for someone to walk beside me, when God has been calling me to stand alone.

Not as a punishment.
But as positioning.

I’ve spent years being the safe place for others.

The one people call when their world falls apart.
The one who knows how to love people through trauma, through addiction, through silence.
The one who prays behind the scenes, encourages without needing credit, and holds space for healing like it’s second nature.

And for a long time, I thought that kind of love—the kind that saves, uplifts, pours out—would eventually be returned in the form of partnership.

But what if the reward… isn’t marriage?

What if it’s the mission?

Trixie wasn’t built to play small.
She wasn’t built to water herself down so someone could “handle her.”
She wasn’t created just to be someone’s plus one at a wedding reception.

She was born to start revivals with her story.
To speak to survivors with sacred sass.
To turn pain into purpose.
And to help people rise.

And maybe that means walking alone sometimes.
Not because love isn’t real.
But because this love—this calling—is bigger.

So if this is it, God… if this is the path?
If the call is to keep showing up for the broken,
keep writing for the unheard,
keep praying for the unseen,
keep laughing through the chaos and handing out truth like holy glitter…

Then I say yes.

I say yes to singleness with purpose.
I say yes to boundaries that protect my peace.
I say yes to the fire You’ve put in me.
I say yes to this mission—even when it feels lonely—because I’d rather walk with You than wait for someone who can’t meet me there.

I may not have the romantic story to tell yet.
But I do have a testimony.
One that speaks louder than the silence I’ve been left with.
One that reminds the world:

💥 You don’t have to be in a relationship to be in your calling.
You just have to be obedient.

And I’m done asking for permission to be powerful.

So if you're like me—heart tender, spirit stretched, wondering if maybe your journey doesn’t look like everyone else’s...

Lean in, love.
You’re not lost.
You’re just chosen for something different.

💋 With truth, tenderness, and zero apologies,
– Trixie Unfiltered

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